I overdose on pills to make the pain go away,
I would do almost anything to make you stay.

I walk far from point a to point b,
So maybe some day you can notice me.

I think about the past, more than ever before.
I need to express just so much more.

You don’t understand how I feel,
You will never know until I reveal.

It is to hard to explain the reasons as to why I feel this way,
But all I can say is that I will know some day.

One of these nights I’m going to die,
I swear to god, this isn’t a lie.

I felt hurt and scarred all over from my past,
What I had with you just went by so fast.

Why you act this way, I do not know.
Why won’t you tell me, so I can go?

I would leave you alone, forever if you cared.
I would share the lies with you so they can be repaired.

I try to ignore you so you can feel,
The same feelings that I've had to deal.

One day I want to be the one that makes you smile.
Just to see your face glow I would run a mile.

I could kiss your lips and play with your hair,
I would kiss you gently until you couldn’t bare.

This scissor has a mind of its own and speaks,
It says, “Keep on using me until you are weak”.

I try to draw and I try to write,
I try to find other ways to put up this fight.

Sometimes the feelings I cannot live with,
I sometimes just say, “Fuck it” and have a fit.

The reasons you make me feel the way I do,
I don’t even know why but it’s true.

I can talk for hours and write for days,
But I will end this now and be on my way.